I was amazed as I turned the fragile pages just how loved this old weather-worn book has been over all these years. As my tears spilled onto the old pages I was taken back again to my childhood and the lessons learned from my Mum who has since gone to meet Her Lord on the 14th June, 2000.
She was an amazing and wonderful lady – full to the brim with grace, love and mercy – Her undying love for Jesus was and will continue to be a signpost and a lighthouse hopefully to my family and certainly to both Sue and me.
As I continued to turn the frail yet poignant pages to my surprise out fell two sheets of yellowing pages – one a poem written by my Dad in his old age – His spidery and shaky hand writing worsened by a series of strokes yet still able to delineate his words to get the full impact of what he was trying to say.
He had written a poem to his three Daughters-In-law and drew a comparison between them and Ruth of Old testament fame – His words were so moving and so so true. I was gobsmacked by their simplicity, their truthfulness and their sheer honesty.
The other sheet was written by my Mum – and as I sat there – her words rang so true to me that I could barely speak – Her tenacity in never letting go of God, no matter what, always made me tremble – her faith never wavered and she always spoke the truth. Never worrying what people would say or think.
Here is what she wrote just before her death and speaks volumes of the way she saw her Lord and how she felt about creation bursting all around her.
She entitles it from Psalm 14 verse 1
In just these few paragraphs my Mum captured something that has a profound truth that nobody can deny – the truth that only God can create – only He could knit everything together in such a complex, amazing and incomparable way.
My Mum’s thoughts resonated deeply within me – Why, the very existence of the universe screams to us that there MUST be a Creator God. The very design of the animals and birds, insects and mankind proves beyond any measure that the Creator God – just has to be a ‘designer’ God as well!
What does amaze me more and more as I get older is that this very God is a relational God – A God who wants to have a REAL and PERSONAL relationship with you and me – astounding and true!
Psalm 14: 1 points out dramatically that a person who denies the very existence of God is a fool – a very harsh word indeed but then what else would you call someone who goes out of their way to deny what is so very obvious from the very depths of the deep to the tiniest tiniest microbe, all there to prove that God is real and alive.
When you let your mind just stop and try to capture the enormity of it all is the very picture Hilda May was trying desperately to capture in her pointed words and practical solutions. To believe in this amazing and real God of hers who had obviously changed her life so dramatically.
In Psalms 19:1 it says “The very heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims His handiwork”
In Romans 1 Paul bursts forth with ” For what can be known about God is plain to them because God has shown it to them. For His invisible attributes, namely, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived ever since the creation of the world in the things that have been made – SO THEY HAVE NO EXCUSE!”
God’s existence is all around us screaming out to us that the God of the universe is our God too.
My Mum’s amazing testimony about the very existence of God came home to me once again that our God, the Creator God is alive and still wanting to create! He wants to create a new life for you and me – a life filled with His spirit – A life of deep-down peace and joy – of forgiveness for others no matter what they have done to you or said about you.
Turn to Jesus today – Truly God and truly man – Accept His offer of forgiveness and start to live the life that He planned out for you originally.
My Mum’s faith was amazing – so simple yet so true – The very same faith we can have by turning to Jesus today.
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